Do you make New Year resolutions, my people? Tell me why, maybe I'll start? I don't... my brain doesn't understand significant life changes based on a calendar year. However, I do take moments to reflect as we come upon the end of 2019. What are your thoughts about this year?
For Niki --
DON'T BE COMPLACENT. Don't put myself into situations where I can allow myself to become too comfortable that I forget everything else.
DON'T PANSY OUT. Don't let the fear and influx of information from other people freak me out. It's still for me to handle, it's not their ordeal. I appreciate facts and info though, for sure.
My people. I'm not exactly new to below freezing (or do we call it "subzero"?) temperatures. I have a lot of hurdles still to work out in Rennie for this winter because in March I only had a couple "runs" of fuck balls coldness. Baby steps.
Now ya'll, I am trying to do the right thing here and maintain that I am personally responsible for my choices. Even if I was too ignorant or inexperienced to know what I was doing... even if I was doing what I was told by the grown ups was the right thing and then I end up being left holding the bag...even in a court of law at times you still have to face the judge, even if you didn't fully understand the world.
So! I am not broken yet, and I believe my nips are intact. I can probably go a bit colder so bring it on nature. I see you over there, teaming up with life to fuck with me.
Nik is ready!! And I appreciate that with the fucking over of Niki, you allow me to observe your pretty. Check out how the cold front's wind rips the leaves from their branches as it approaches.
Isn't that some kind of ice-steel, frozen-cold, redundant-adjectives type of beauty, my people?
I just love the grey, so much.
k bye
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